Some day I’m going to stop trying and fade away, and you aren’t even going to notice until it’s too late.
Anything anyone else says or does will change nothing and will not make you love me.
I’m the only one to blame
Someday.. You’ll want it back again someday.
Why do I have to be such a fucking jealous bitch all the goddamn time?
It’s the parts where you don’t really care how often you see me. Oh, I’m fucking sorry. I wish I could be that person for you, the best friend, you know. I’m fucking sorry that I’m like this. Depressed as all get out and I can’t fucking take it because I know it pushes you away.
And I miss you all the goddamn time, fuck fuck fuck.
Tell me, what’s the word?
I feel like this is all being shoved in my face. You know, you have that and I don’t.
I almost feel like copping out and saying, you know, maybe just you two should go and enjoy yourselves - Who the fuck needs me around?
I can’t believe how you looked at me
I try to pretend like it’s all happy fucking go lucky without you, but it’s not. I try to act like I don’t give a damn about you but I can’t fucking take it.
There’s no one else, I’m sorry.
It hurts, every time. Every fucking time.
A friend who won’t betray
I hope that I’m just paranoid and you aren’t getting upset about her again. I hope it is just my imagination and you only need time and space.
He will wait until you give yourself to him
That’s exactly it. Why would you want anything to do with me?